Joan keeps her distance from Gabe, not wanting to smell his hot breath or think of the fact that she almost died. She almost died, and they would have resurrected her? It feels so wrong, so crucially and undeniably wrong. She can't put it into words, even to herself, but she knows she'd feel better if she'd almost died for real, instead of this take-backsies bullshit.

It bothers her, so she ignores it.

To Quentin, she says, "so you were on a team sport in high school."