Because he hurt me. He made me... made me angry? He made me feel like I didn't matter.
[And those were sad feelings, once, but:]
After a while of being upset about it, I realized that it wasn't fair. He shouldn't have... treated me that way? You don't treat people you care about like that. You don't build them up to love you and then decide you don't want them. I hate how he made me feel. I hate him.
[Wesley almost wrinkles the papers. His nails are greyed, lips set firm.]
I want to kill him sometimes. Sometimes I want him to just come back. I hate that too.
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[And those were sad feelings, once, but:]
After a while of being upset about it, I realized that it wasn't fair. He shouldn't have... treated me that way? You don't treat people you care about like that. You don't build them up to love you and then decide you don't want them. I hate how he made me feel. I hate him.
[Wesley almost wrinkles the papers. His nails are greyed, lips set firm.]
I want to kill him sometimes. Sometimes I want him to just come back. I hate that too.