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TEST DRIVE MEME 005

⚰︎ ⍢ ⌲ ⍚ TEST DRIVE MEME:
Welcome to RUBILYKSKOYE — a dark, horror-smut game where player choices will drive a mod-run storyline about the world and its NPCs. This test drive meme provides a medley of prompts evoking the game's general tone.

THESE THREADS CAN BE GAME CANON if both players are accepted into the game and agree to it. However, if players who'd prefer to start fresh are welcome to reuse these prompts in their own personal logs upon acceptance into the communities. Note: the universal test drive arrival prompt will not be repeated on the any event log, but players are welcome to reuse the prompt.

CONTENT WARNINGS for this game include: monsters, body horror, dub-con, non-con, religion, blood/violence, and marking/branding, loss of autonomy/self, and mental influences. This log additionally has warnings for: spiders, aphrodisiac and truth serum effects, public nudity, exhibitionism/voyeurism, bdsm, kink negotiation, social pressure, and animal sacrifice.

If you have QUESTIONS about the test drive prompts, please ask HERE. Questions about the game itself or the general setting should be directed to the FAQ.

FAQSETTINGCALENDARRESERVESAPPLICATIONS

IN THE WOODS SOMEWHERE

The chirping of partridges in the treetops rouses you. Light barely filters through the canopy, just enough to suggest daylight. By the time it reaches the forest floor, the light has taken on a sickly green. You lie amongst the frost-covered mosses and ferns, the frozen soil cold and just a little damp on your bare skin.

Wherever you were before this moment, whatever you were doing or wearing, when you awaken in this forest, you find yourself naked and helpless as the day you were born. As you sit up and get your bearings, aside from a brief wave of disoriented nausea, you seem to be no worse for wear than you last remember.

You seem to be alone. The gnarled oaks and moss suggest no sign of civilization or sentient life. Just flickers of movement from curious squirrels or brave lizards reemerging after a long winter. With your feet under you, and you'll find the wood is filled with berry bushes and nut trees, though much of the fruit has been picked clean. The freshwater stream that runs north-south, populated by both poisonous toads and delicious crawdads, will lead people towards the first signs of civilisation, the cabins of those who choose to live beyond Rubilyskoye's formidable walls.

In the forest, you may run into others with stories just like yours. Some may have already formed clumsy nudist groups, others may still be processing their confusion, with no memory of how they got here. Now is a good time to overcome any hang-ups you have about modesty; it's going to be a long hike.

Turn your back to the darker, shadowy parts of the forest and eventually the glow of manmade lights and the curve of a dirt road may come into view. At the edge of the wood, you'll find a town surrounded by a fifty-foot wall of beige stone. The only entrance is an iron gate positioned on the southern edge. When you arrive, the gate is already open, welcoming people inside.

This quaint, historic town of five-thousand has cobbled street and signs lit by gas lamp. Wooden shutters protect otherwise open-air windows on the buildings, which are all under three stories with gabled roofs. A number of businesses hug the main street — a clockmaker, a cobbler, a grocer — while residential homes sprawl outwards towards the wall. At the far end of the main street, visible about a mile to the north now that the trees and the enormous wall is out of the way, sits a castle with three towers.

When you enter, the streets are full of people, but despite any efforts on your part to hide or make excuses, they don't seem offended by your nakedness. Even families with children don't gawk or look twice. Those determined to find proper clothing regardless will find that modern clothing stores aren't available — the closest this town has is a tailor's shop and a stand in the central marketplace selling scarves and blankets.

breaking and entering
If you intend to have your character break into someone's house or yard to steal some of their clean laundry, please review the info about game laws on the FAQ and give the mods a heads up HERE.



Fortunately, the people of the town are very generous! Anyone who ask the locals will be directed to the boarding house for both clothes and a place to stay. Accessible through an embellished iron garden gate and obscured by hanging plants, trees, and vines, beyond an overgrown yard in the residential sprawl of the town is a bright-red door, which opens to a spacious cottage of several stories. It's already full of people who appeared in the village just as you did today.

finding roommates
Don't spend too much time asking questions in the common areas. You'll want to claim a bedroom quickly because each one only has two full-size beds, and there aren't enough spaces for everyone. Maybe you'll get lucky and run into someone who has decided to move out? (Roommates will not be mod-assigned; players should coordinate directly with one another to determine their living arrangements; at this point, many characters have used activity rewards to move to accomodation outside the boarding house.)


Get a good night's rest. By the light of day, locals will help get the new arrivals set up on the coal stove with a breakfast of thick grain porridge and caramelised bananas from the new peaks; these NPCs can also answer any questions about the situation. You may notice they're dressed in a way you would almost call normal — at least, in a manner befitting 19th century Eastern Europe. Gossip about new arrivals spreads quickly, and Rubeans who run businesses or train trades are eager to help you find a place to apply your skills so you can contribute to your new home.


writer's block?
If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try: naked hiking, acquiring clothing, being offered work, asking questions over breakfast, or staking your claim on a bedroom!



HEARTS FESTIVAL

New arrivals to Rubilykskoye will find themselves strongly encouraged to participate in the current zadza purging festival, and will be assigned either a collar in leather or iron based on their Niez or Wilk mark, or a wrist-strap or manacle that suits the attachment of a leash for those with a Diabel or Skala mark.

Characters are encouraged to embrace this temporary designation as a sign that they will be good citizens; those who object or ignore their designation may find the NPCs try to helpfully guide them, express displeasure at "Void-Touched" who won't assimilate, or in rare cases exert social pressure, coercion, violence or shunning to ensure compliance.

Throughout town various NPCs have set up tents and booths to host myriad performances, workshops, demonstrations, and food stands for their celebration. The foods were made using some of the new flora that have brought back from the peaks. Characters can get their hands on the following heart-themed foods from the second day of the festival onwards:

  • HEART-SHAPED COOKIES: eating these intensifies body heat, making characters a great cuddle buddy for the cold weather and likely to strip down, feeling overheated even in a snowdrift

  • BEEF HEART STEW WITH DUXELLES: eating these fills those who consume it with confidence, making them more solicitous and dominant

  • LIME-GLAZED GOAT HEART SATAY: eating these intensifies sensation, making characters more sensitive to both pain and pleasure

  • CINNAMON GLUWEIN: drinking a cup of this hot beverage will make characters especially honest

The nature of the booths set up for performances, workshops, and other goods focuses around the festival's dominance and submission themes. These persist throughout the day regardless of the hour or the audience, so very few people can be found consistently at their places of work during the day this week. In addition:
  • Skala and diabel NPCs may offer to share their partner(s) with the Void-touched, or ask to share theirs.

  • PIOTR, a farmer, brings tools over from the farm including bridles and saddles, which can be found at a booth near some hunters who've made anal plugs that end with real animal tails, as well as muzzles.

  • The cages from the Moot Hall have been moved into the streets, and people are allowed to move freely in and out of them. One of them has been covered in curtains to function as a glory hole booth.

  • Some niez and wilk NPCs line up near the main event stage and kneel to offer themselves as human furniture.

However, characters may also come across some carnival games operated by NPCs who are eager to help the Duchess find her heart! Some involve slaughtering livestock by removing their hearts—rest assured, these livestock were already on the menu, but their ritual sacrifice will now involve the cutting out of their hearts. Cut out an animal's heart yourself, or just attend the show! Many of the townspeople will get into it, painting their faces with animal blood or drinking from it.

writer's block?
If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try reacting to being assigned a dominant or submissive role, scenes where your character is starting to feel the effects of the food, watching (or participating in) a performance, or joining in on a gory animal sacrifice. NPCs that are usually welcoming may strongly pressure even new arrivals to participate in their cultural festivities.


the fathomless dark

At the outer edges of the forest, shadows grow long and the air grows thick. Though the sun never grows warm red-gold with sunset, the wood darkens. Birdsong is replaced by the click of mandibles and the skitter of many legs. Anyone who ventures out this way will soon find it difficult to see before them, even in the middle of the day — eventually, even the brightest magical light source or darkvision cannot stretch further than a few inches.

In the void, the air feels heavy, as if it were not air at all but some more solid mass. Almost like liquid-smoke, it presses down upon you. Slowing your movements. Characters who push too far into the void may stop being able to move at all, and find themselves given over to insanity if they collapse, unable to draw themselves out. This is just one of many dangers.

Monsters thrive this far out. Huge, blood-red spiders the size of hunting dogs drop from the treetops. In addition to their venomous bite, which contains a fast-acting paralytic, these creatures are clever: they attempt to use their webbing to entangle any trespassers, binding limbs together or to trees. If you're unfortunate to become fully cocooned, you don't have long before this forest will be the last thing you see.


Those who seem lucky enough not to run afoul of the monsters here are in for a worse fate. The void can play tricks on your senses. As madness sets in and you lose all sense of direction, you may also lose control of your body — what is that steers your hands to turn against your friends? Why does it sound like your own voice whispering?

In the fog, you may also hear the voices of those familiar to you — people you know from the town, or people whom you know with almost perfect certainty aren't here. these figments may recreate unhappy memories or force trespassers to hallucinate their worst nightmares. Nothing is as it seems in the void, and when you swing at these figments, desperate to silence them, it might not be a figment at all, but a friend in the flesh trying to help you. By the time you see their true face, it could be too late to stop yourself.

writer's block?
If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try fighting a monster, hallucinating your worst nightmares, and/or attacking a friend or stranger!


HIDING INSIDE EACH OF US

Uh oh spaghetti-os.

The marks worn by all residents of Rubilykskoye aren't just cool body art, as it turns out. The town is full of rumors, whispered in shadows and over candles of a starving creature hiding in the dark corners of your chest. Feed your inner beast, they say, before it finds a way to feed itself.


Alas, its emergence is inevitable — sooner or later, the horrible things that happen here pile up and make someone repulsed by the idea of human contact. Someone holds themselves back, bites their tongue, or simply does not believe the stories. Today, for one reason or another, that creature is coming out. Someone hasn't been keeping it sated.

Symptoms escalate over weeks, from monstrous irritability to full-blown body horror transformation, where people physically shed their human forms and evolve into the monsters this place made them. Once a person becomes something more (or less) than human there's only one way to go back — sate the beast.

someone else transforms
Poor Merta Chesnokov, the usually stalwart older woman who mans the Apothecary, has been beset by unusual requests in addition to her regular demands, not to mention sweating blood. The festival, a rash of skala blood flu, and a little extra town chaos in January, has brought a high demand to her little shop. Now there's also a local fashion springing up for teas and herbal remedies sourced from the recently revealed tropical mountains.

After another failed tisane test drive, and the third customer asking for a new kind of aphrodisiac to add to their festival food, she was seen tossing down her work knife with uncharacteristic frustration, and taking an "early lunch" that she didn't return from that night. Though her children, friends and employees reach out to her, there's no sign of her until you stumble upon her in the woods.

Merta overboils with her suppressed fury as her body distorts and her flesh blackens and crusts. Her attempts to hold off her transformation have failed, and Merta turns into a Smoldering Skink, a large repillian creature whose thick scales hold back her magmatic insides. The noise she makes is an unhearthly hissing scream like a boiling kettle, and she attempts to vent her pent-up stress by wildly attacking everything in sight. Immediately, the surroundings catch aflame! There will be a small fire eating at the dead wood of a long winter if it's not put out, but your first priority might have to be fielding a stampeding lizard with massive teeth and burning hot scales...

(There are other monsters lurking in every townsperson — feel free to invent your own npc monsters and scenarios!)


you waited too long
At first, as you hide yourself from your darker impulses, a subtle itch develops under your skin. An irritability that makes you snap at the person who bumps into you on the stairs because all those fleeting emotions that you've been repressing bubble to the surface. Every dark thought you've had about being here, all the fears of never getting home, of being surrounded by ticking time bombs, the anxiety of wondering who you might hurt or what relationships you might betray by doing what you have to do. The anger. Oh, the anger.

Maybe you shut yourself in your room or run into the woods to hide away, but there's only so much you can do to deny the itch that grows into hunger like a spark catching and growing to wildfire. Someone comes to check on you. That knock on the door or crunch of leaves in the wood that fills you with dread at what you might do and hope that you will be sated.

As claws and fangs and scales and spines and fur grow and your body transforms with a sickening crunch of bones and peeling of skin, so do your appetites. If you won't sate them, you'll lose yourself to your beastly impulses sooner or later, mauling friends and taking your fill. Is it better or worse if only your claws get inside of them?
otherbitches: (QjpLjWl)

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-23 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not all of them." Not all of them want to, even if they're all definitely cultists. But hey, you work and eat and and suffer alongside a people enough, the line between Rubean and interloper starts to blur.

But, HEY, what the fuck kind of insult is queer eye? Figuring it out isn't rocket science, makes his lip curl, mouth still flavored with wine and cinnamon.

"If you get off on being a dumb bitch, I can point you to the right demonstration." He's still looking at her like she's stupid. "'Course, considering you're flat as a goddamn board, not sure who's gonna want to team up."
poleaxed: awk; joke; hand; emb (well if you want)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-23 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, my God, what is it with you people and my tits?" She takes another angry sip of her wine, and it causes her to hiss more unfettered truth. "Y'all can't wanna fuck me that bad, I know what I look like."
otherbitches: (dsEPCAX)

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, well," the truth bubbling in his gut keeps him saying, 'yeah, bitch, I'd never.' Instead he offers up with a shrug: "They got bags." You know. For your face.
poleaxed: static; angry; hand; fight (Default)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
"This is why I don't talk to kids. All y'all are just using borrowed fucking insults. I'm a dog, I'm a fucking hag, don't fuck me unless you triple-bag it, Jesus!" She waves her hand dramatically, now both buzzed and entirely, painfully truthful. "You got any new material?"
otherbitches: (parking lot)

cw: f-slur, homophobia

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
When the hands start waving, Billy starts laughing. Wine drunk. It's a shame she's not smoking hot. "Jesus, bitch, it's not like you're the first person to call me a faggot."

"Sure, we can move on to you licking pussy since you can't get dick."
poleaxed: static; angry; hand; fight (Default)

cw allusions to child abuse.

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
He sounds like her dad, but he doesn't have the power needed to really swing for it. Joan whirls on him. "So what's that say about you?"
otherbitches: from palpo 💙 (3o3Uo2n)

cw: internalized homophobia, f slur, allusions to dub con

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
He has the benefit of nearly half a year in this hellhole. Has the benefit of a thousand uncomfortable moments that forced this, that makes him sneer at her: "Guess it means I'm half a faggot."

Though, his old man never would have added the half.
poleaxed: sc; emb (took me in.)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
It's such a totally bizarre, unexpected thing to say, it shocks her into a hyena-like shriek of laughter. She covers her face, feeling a blush rise to it and knowing it's the wine. Fuck, she's drunk.

"That's hilarious." She reaches out to pat his shoulder. "You're hilarious, kid. When the- when the men on horses come, just hide. Don't try to fight them, okay?"
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Listen, Billy has a thing about hitting women. He doesn't do it. For a moment, he wonders if this old bitch is gonna make hi— ah. Joan slaps his shoulder and it jolts him, equally unexpected, so purely boyish, something he'd expect on the court, not from her. Unfortunately for her, if the men on horses come, Billy's probably too confident to duck.

"You're fucking wasted, if you're gonna puke I'm not holding your hair back. What's it been? Two days? Four?"
poleaxed: tired; joke (well i tell you)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Joan has a thing about not hitting people young enough to still be in school, a characteristic this kid practically fucking vibrates with. The idea of aggression never crosses her mind. If he started something, she'd defend, but not attack. So she pats his shoulders and she shrugs. "It don't fucking matter, man. Just hide if shit goes bad. Just do it."
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
He wonders what he'd think if he landed here now. It's still shitty with basic plumbing, some electricity, and sure, there's definitely a cult or whatever. But shit— there's also a party, and only some of the town is obviously burnt. "I'm not the kind of guy that backs down from a fight," he says, like a fucking teenager.

Then: "Shit goes bad every few weeks. You get used to it. When I landed, they were shoving us in cages." He says this cavalier, like it didn't make him feral, like it's just the world they've been dropped into, like some of those people haven't become his forced community, and maybe like he's gauging her, what she knows, what she's gonna do about it.
poleaxed: angry; hand; fight (nothing)

cw f-slur, child abuse reference.

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
A snarl forms on her lips. The relevant information resorts itself in her mind-- half a faggot and he's young and someone put him in a cage. For all her father did, he never put Luke in a cage.

"Who the fuck put you in a cage?" Her hand, still on his shoulder, starts to squeeze.
Edited (lol oops.) 2024-02-26 16:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
His look turns from curated unaffected derision to— aghast horror. It upsets her, and sure, he meant to upset her, but she's upset for him. He knocks her hand off his shoulder, sneers: "The butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker, get a grip."

Billy works best, manipulates best, with his peer group, things get fucking weird as soon as age rears its head, makes him or them act stupid. At least she's not a man. He shakes off the care. "Come on. I'll get you water."
poleaxed: smile; fight; angry (this is the story)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It's been too long, is what he's saying. There's an expiration date on petty revenge; everyone who's ever needed it knows it. And this- this isn't petty, but he's pretending it is. This boy-man doesn't remind her of Luke, so she has little space to sketch his interior mind. Matty postured, though, Matty would never have let Joan breathe a word of sympathy.

But they're not siblings, so it doesn't make sense.

She follows him, confused and warry, trying to make sense of it through a slush-filled wine-drunk brain. "Why?" She means, why are you acting weird, but any answer will do.
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
There had been a moot hall, after all was said and done, the grand bitch's eyes found and handed over, some mealy-mouthed words about the villagers own hysteria, their cages and their 'forced assimilation'. Wanting revenge also means acknowledging the hurt, the fear. And there'd been new horrors to focus on, to be distracted by, to fall victim to.

"Because if you don't get a grip, they have stocks." That's the question he answers, honest and truthfully, evades his own swigs of wine because the other truth is less easy to spit out. Why's he being, well, not nice, but weird? He's spent the last few weeks washing Murphy's lank hair, listening to Jem cry in her sleep, looking at where Eddie's disfigurement should be, the one Billy gave him when he was scared.

"Do you want that one spelled out?" There is water, and he's pretty sure it's not drugged when he shoves a mug at her, frowning.
poleaxed: anger; static (you can put me)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
She's seen stocks before. Joan snatches her hand away from him like he burned her, but the memory is, in truth, cold. Maybe the men on horses are already here.

So she takes the water. "I never drunk wine before," she says, not quite apologetic. "Hate being drunk. Or tortured. Or- some motherfucker trying to set me on fire. There's a fair fight, and there's that shit."
otherbitches: from palpo 💙 (pic#16026467)

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Weird. You kinda struck me as an alcoholic," the casual barbs are back. He's still frowning at her. Can't read her at all. Sometimes you get a vibe, you know, that the person you're talking to probably also knows what a television is, then they say shit like that.

He hopes she's not from space or, worse, from some shitty Ren Faire world. He gets enough of that shit and hates it. "Why'd they go and try to light you on fire?" He pitches forward, looks really apologetic, almost nice, says eagerly to get them back on even ground: "You're not that ugly."
poleaxed: anger; fight (water doesn't)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"And you struck me as fucking smart; we're all wrong sometimes." The same insults, over and over, repeated forever. What she wouldn't do to hear something new. She sits back, studying him, feeling a roil of revulsion at his attempt to charm her that has nothing to do with the wine.

"Stop trying to sweet-talk, you suck at it." She takes another sip of water. "Dunno why, and it don't matter. When people try to kill you, cage you up, burn you, what reason- I mean, what reason could make it okay?"
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not stupid. It's just not working on you." There are plenty of other marks it works on. Maybe they see through it. Maybe they don't mind.

"Dunno. My old man filled out the forms, but I never enlisted. Figure there's a lot of reasons you can make up in your head to get away with all sorts of shit." This could spur him to look inward. He doesn't. Moving on.

"They," he gestures at Rubilykskoye, "were pissed we weren't pulling our weight, weren't jumping to task. I don't know. I'd just gotten here." It doesn't matter that he only had a brush with the cages. Avoided the stocks when neighbor took to whispering to neighbor on what they'd seen. But, his words taste like cinnamon when he says, "I got a guy put in the stocks. They gave me a pair of earrings." To be fair, he really hates that guy.
poleaxed: static; angry; hand; fight (Default)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Revenge, yes, this is what she understands. It's horrifying if it was done to him, this man she knows, sitting in front of her. Vulnerable, though he doesn't know it, which is troubling. Some other guy? Well, that's different.

"Did he deserve it?"

For all her talk of some actions being right and wrong, in the end, it comes down to blood and bone.
otherbitches: (q5CsWkJ)

cw: refs to very dubious consent

[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Blood and bone and pride and self.

"Well," Billy drawls, like this isn't cinnamon talking and a reflection of how hell gets under your skin, rots you out. "He welcomed me here by fucking me in the ass. Granted," his head tilts, tone rolling like he's telling a really funny joke. "I was hopped up on cannibal viagra, but—" he skips over the squishier bits, the need, the horror, the anger, the shame, because it wasn't only the once. "He's a real cunt about it. Stabbed him last month. Turns out he's a serial killer back 'home.'"

"If you don't have a knife you should get one."
Edited 2024-02-26 22:52 (UTC)
poleaxed: joke; gent; sad (rock and roll)

cw f-slur rides again.

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Joan remembers twelve and thirteen-year-old boys who called Luke a fag, and were afterwards too ashamed to admit where they got their split lips and blackened eyes. Joan leans forward, into the boy's space, wine on her breath. "What. Is his fucking. Name."
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-02-26 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Startling. It's startling. Her anger makes him itch, feel like the weak kid she sees him as. Her breath is cloying, and he knows his own truth would have been more finely manufactured or omitted entirely without his breath to match. The answer to her question sits under his tongue, easy to offer up wet with gluhwein, but he rolls his eyes.

"Jesus Christ. Why? Call it a Tuesday." I've got it handled his tone says. "Come on. You even remember where the boarding house is?"
poleaxed: fight; sad; angry (tries as hard)

[personal profile] poleaxed 2024-02-26 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
She snarls at the implication, teeth flashing. She tears her head to the side, staring at the wall, for a moment the feral terror she was at his age, all anger and hunger and sinew. Time falls back on her shortly. She cracks her knuckles like an aging prison warden. "Why fight one thing and hide another? What's the difference? Explain it to me."
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[personal profile] otherbitches 2024-03-03 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
It makes him think at least. But, the reality is he's shit at examining himself, can't hardly ever communicate himself to others.

He shrugs. "Once you've been here long enough, you'll get it." Something's matter, something's stop mattering. Something's are protected, some people too. By people you love.

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