AUTUMN TEST DRIVE MEME

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⚰︎ ⍢ ⌲ ⍚ TEST DRIVE MEME:

Welcome to RUBILYKSKOYE — a dark, horror-smut game where player choices will drive a mod-run storyline about the world and its NPCs. This test drive meme provides a medley of prompts evoking the game's general tone.

THESE THREADS CAN BE GAME CANON if both players are accepted into the game and agree to it. However, if players who'd prefer to start fresh are welcome to reuse these prompts in their own personal logs upon acceptance into the communities. Note: the universal test drive arrival prompt will not be repeated on the coming event log, but players are welcome to reuse the prompt.

CONTENT WARNINGS for this game include: monsters, body horror, dub-con, non-con, religion, blood/violence, and marking/branding, loss of autonomy/self, and mental influences. This log additionally has warnings for: spiders, animated skeletons, aphrodisiac effects, exhibitionism/voyeurism, bdsm, kink negotiation, knifeplay, potential dismemberment.

If you have QUESTIONS about the test drive prompts, please ask HERE. Questions about the game itself or the general setting should be directed to the FAQ.

FAQ ✧ SETTING ✧ CALENDAR ✧ RESERVES ✧ APPLICATIONS

IN THE WOODS SOMEWHERE

The chirping of partridges in the treetops rouses you. Light barely filters through the canopy, just enough to suggest daylight. By the time it reaches the forest floor, the light has taken on a sickly green. You lie amongst the damp mosses and ferns, the balmy summer air warm and sticking on your bare skin.

Wherever you were before this moment, whatever you were doing or wearing, when you awaken in this forest, you find yourself naked and helpless as the day you were born. As you sit up and get your bearings, aside from a brief wave of disoriented nausea, you seem to be no worse for wear than you last remember.

You seem to be alone. The gnarled oaks and moss suggest no sign of civilization or sentient life. Just flickers of movement from curious squirrels or brave lizards emerging from their hiding places. With your feet under you, you'll find the wood is filled with berry bushes and nut trees, though much of the fruit has been picked clean. The freshwater stream that runs north-south, populated by both poisonous toads and delicious crawdads, is knee-deep and chilly. Here and there, dotting the autumnal forest, are strange, massive white trees extending into the sky, surrounded by a circle of dead soil. Their sides are smooth and cool to the touch – like bone, for those who know its texture – and they creak alarmingly, threateningly at the press of warm hands.

As you explore, you may encounter caches of clothing left in painted crates or placed in hollow tree trunks. They contain loose shirts and trousers, perhaps even a moth-eaten coat, along with a note that includes a bare-bones explanation for your arrival and a sketched map toward town. You may also run into others with stories just like yours. Some may have already formed clumsy nudist groups, others may still be processing their confusion, with no memory of how they got here. Now is a good time to overcome any hang-ups you have about modesty; it's going to be a long hike to find civilization.

Turn your back to the darker, shadowy parts of the forest and eventually the glow of manmade lights and the curve of a dirt road may come into view. At the edge of the wood, you'll find a town surrounded by a fifty-foot wall of beige stone. The only entrance is an iron gate positioned on the southern edge. When you arrive, the gate is already open, welcoming people inside.

This quaint, historic town of five-thousand has cobbled street and signs lit by gas lamp. Wooden shutters protect otherwise open-air windows on the buildings, which are all under three stories with gabled roofs. A number of businesses hug the main street – a clockmaker, a cobbler, a grocer – while residential homes sprawl outwards towards the wall. Above the town, drifting like a low hanging cloud over the tops of the buildings, is a pavilion swathed in deep red cloth, and to the north, past the end of the main street, are several large blockades barring further exploration. Somewhat strangely, the whole town seems to be in a state of slight disrepair– workers bustle around, filling in a large hole in the town wall, a woman curses and fiddles with the crank mechanism of a well, and children splash through muddy potholes in the cobblestone, chasing a malnourished looking dog. Here, the bone trees have taken root as well, a few rising through buildings, branches extending through cracked roofs, others rooted in the middle of the street.

When you enter, the streets are full of people, but despite any efforts on your part to hide or make excuses, they don't seem offended by your nakedness. Even families with children don't gawk or look twice. Those determined to find proper clothing regardless will find that modern clothing stores aren't available – the closest this town has is a tailor's shop and a stand in the central marketplace selling scarves and blankets.

BREAKING AND ENTERING

If you intend to have your character break into someone's house or yard to steal some of their clean laundry, please review the info about game laws on the FAQ and give the mods a heads up HERE.

SETTING: CRIME

Fortunately, the people of the town are very generous! Anyone who ask the locals will be directed to the boarding house for both clothes and a place to stay. Accessible through an embellished iron garden gate and obscured by hanging plants, trees, and vines, beyond an overgrown yard in the residential sprawl of the town is a bright-red door, which opens to a spacious cottage of several stories. Parts of the house still bear the dust of disuse, gathered on various furnishings – bedding, sofas, curtains, wooden tables. However, it's already full of people! Once inside, you may notice patchwork repairs have been made, some scorch marks still linger from a fire about a year back, and the place seems somewhat in disrepair

Tonight, a few of the townspeople will help out with the new arrivals. They stock the kitchen and prepare a communal dinner of parsnips, pheasant, and squash. During dinner, they (and those outsiders who've already begun to settle) sit down at the enormous wooden dining room table and help orient the newcomers and answer their questions. The town has recently been through some upheaval, and its people have suffered a great loss, newcomers are told. Everyone is doing their part now to restore it to its former glory.

finding roommates

Don't spend too much time in the dining room going for seconds, though. You'll want to claim a bedroom quickly because each one only has two full-size beds, and there aren't enough spaces for everyone. The last people upstairs will need to double up to squeeze in. Roommates will not be mod-assigned; players should coordinate directly with one another to determine their living arrangements.

Get a good night's rest. By the light of day, locals will help get the new arrivals set up on the coal stove with breakfast. You may notice they're dressed in a way you would almost call normal – at least, in a manner befitting 19th century Eastern Europe. As you find your way around town to get your bearings, folks are eager to help you find a place to apply your skills so you can contribute to your new home.

WRITER'S BLOCK?

If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try: naked hiking, acquiring clothing or other inventory items, asking questions at dinner/orientation, or staking your claim on a bedroom!

RECUMITA

The festival fills the streets with dancing locals and all the stuffs of a street market. Despite a stressful summer - the events of which the local seem reluctant to speak of - there's much cheer and reveling over the abundant harvest, and the harvest festival of Recūmita becomes a celebration of unity and community strength dedicated to their fellow townspeople for salvaging this year's crops, the Duchess' magic for protecting them from the horrors beyond the Void, and the Void-Touched who have become such an integral part of their community. Everyone is expected to participate, and everyone is expected to pitch in.

Over the weekend, all regular work is put on hold, except for the necessary festival preparations. The streets come alive with vibrant stalls and stands, offering a wide array of delectable treats and refreshing beverages. From barrels of beer and cups of kvas to mouthwatering roasted meats, delightful squash-based dishes like pumpkin latkes, honey-glazed brussel sprouts on skewers, hot borscht in both pork and vegetarian variations, and tantalizing mushrooms stuffed with leeks, cranberries, and bryndza cheese, there is an abundance of flavors to indulge in. But take care of what you put in your mouth. Rubeans traditionally spice their foods with aphrodisiacs, something that is so culturally normal to them that they don't feel the need to mention it.

The first day of the festival transforms the streets into a bustling night market, where the Rubeans organize an assortment of carnival-style games and communal activities.

- Test your strength and aim in knife throwing contests as willing (or confused, drunken) volunteers line up to serve as live targets, standing against a wall with an apple balanced atop their heads. Hopefully someone explained the rules to you beforehand - pierce the apple, and the target is yours to... pierce... in turn. Miss your shot in three attempts, and they get to have their way with you instead. Either way, it would be in awfully poor form to refuse...

- Challenge your pain tolerance in public displays where individuals whip or cut each other to determine who yields first, with the watching crowd cheering the participants on into a frenzy.

- Impromptu improvisational theater where hapless members of the audience are pulled in to act out bawdy jokes or monstrous tales... and are expected to fully act out their part, whether it means growling and biting the actor while playing 'angry bear' or giving him a good fingering in the role of 'lascivious rake.'

- Hot oil massages are being offered in a large tent, where smooth chunks of volcanic rock have been brought in from the nearby coast and heated to radiate warmth, warding away the autumn chill. Relax in your own curtained room and let yourself enjoy a massage from an enthusiastic volunteer - or take your turn rubbing out tight knots and sore muscles among the Rubeans and Void Touched alike. Of course, these intimate activities often take an enthusiastic sexual bent, so for those trying to hide away in the tent, be careful about ducking into the wrong room.

- For those artistically inclined, a long bench is loaded up with massive sheafs of wheat-stalks, and Rubeans sitting around braiding and weaving them into intricate wreaths and crowns. Join the gossip circle to hear about Yudmila's affair with both of the blacksmith's daughters, Hugo's feud with his next door neighbor, and other small-town tales. When you're done weaving, you're expected to spill a bit of blood upon the wreath and dedicate it to the Duchess Zlatka.

Enthusiastic Rubeans, particularly those involved in integrating the Void-touched, take it upon themselves to enhance the festivities. They recruit local participants and willing Void-touched individuals to partake in impromptu stage performances and competitions, with no need for rehearsals. Come as you are and join the spectacle! Once the performance begins, the passion and excitement behind their efforts become truly evident, as all the performances call for explicitly sexual or violent acts to be performed together.

However, those who refuse to get in the community spirit of shared trust and pleasure may find themselves singled out by the Duchess' stewards for some personal, mandatory education on Rubean culture and traditions. They may be forcibly dosed with potent aphrodisiacs, put on display in the stocks or upon a stage until they plead for Her Grace's mercy... or have satisfied enough of the sexual or sadistic desires of any passer-bys.

Throughout all of this, the general attitude from the local townsfolk may occasionally come across as strangely admiring or overtly hostile. While many of the common people of Rubilykskoye hold mixed personal opinions toward the newcomers to their town, two extremist groups have emerged with opposing viewpoints: some think you are benevolent, beneficent beings with nascent powers sent to lead and guide them and solve their woes. These people, called Blackguards, will do their best to make sure your participation in the festival is one of joy and pleasure. But others, called the Zlatniki, believe that the outsiders coming into their land have corrupted their fellows and seduced their Goddess, and will do their best to twist their native traditions toward cruelty and vindictive sadism when it comes to the Void-touched.

writer's block?

If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try your hand at knife throwing or serving as a knife-throwing target, get or offer a massage, watching or joining a live sex performance, or eating some aphro food (deliberately or otherwise)!

the fathomless dark

At the outer edges of the forest, shadows grow long and the air grows thick. Though the sun never grows warm red-gold with sunset, the wood darkens. Birdsong is replaced by the click of mandibles and the skitter of many legs. Anyone who ventures out this way will soon find it difficult to see before them, even in the middle of the day — eventually, even the brightest magical light source or darkvision cannot stretch further than a few inches.

In the void, the air feels heavy, as if it were not air at all but some more solid mass. Almost like liquid-smoke, it presses down upon you. Slowing your movements. Characters who push too far into the void may stop being able to move at all, and find themselves given over to insanity if they collapse, unable to draw themselves out. This is just one of many dangers.

Monsters thrive this far out. Huge, blood-red spiders the size of hunting dogs drop from the treetops. In addition to their venomous bite, which contains a fast-acting paralytic, these creatures are clever: they attempt to use their webbing to entangle any trespassers, binding limbs together or to trees. If you're unfortunate to become fully cocooned, you don't have long before this forest will be the last thing you see.

In addition to the spiders, you may come across strange skeletal creatures out in the deep forests. An enormous gray bear wearing the horns of an elk, studded with sharp bony spikes protruding from its fur. A wolf-sized badger whose entire skull is visible beneath mossy green growths, sprouting human-like bony limbs from its spine that grab and claw at anything that comes near. Each one is distinct, an unholy hybrid mishmash of plants and animals and bone, but viciously aggressive toward any living creature that crosses its path.

FAQ: DEATH RULES

Those who seem lucky enough not to run afoul of the monsters here are in for a worse fate. The void can play tricks on your senses. As madness sets in and you lose all sense of direction, you may also lose control of your body — what is that steers your hands to turn against your friends? Why does it sound like your own voice whispering?

In the fog, you may also hear the voices of those familiar to you — people you know from the town, or people whom you know with almost perfect certainty aren't here. these figments may recreate unhappy memories or force trespassers to hallucinate their worst nightmares. Nothing is as it seems in the void, and when you swing at these figments, desperate to silence them, it might not be a figment at all, but a friend in the flesh trying to help you. By the time you see their true face, it could be too late to stop yourself.

writer's block?

If you're struggling to pick a way to engage the prompts, try fighting a monster, hallucinating your worst nightmares, and/or attacking a friend or stranger!

HIDING INSIDE EACH OF US

Something's wrong here.

The marks worn by all residents of Rubilykskoye aren't just cool body art, as it turns out. The town is full of rumors, whispered in shadows and over candles of a starving creature hiding in the dark corners of your chest. Feed your inner beast, they say, before it finds a way to feed itself.

FAQ: MONSTER CURSES & TIMELINES

Alas, its emergence is inevitable — sooner or later, the horrible things that happen here pile up and make someone repulsed by the idea of human contact. Someone holds themselves back, bites their tongue, or simply does not believe the stories. Today, for one reason or another, that creature is coming out. Someone hasn't been keeping it sated.

Symptoms escalate over weeks, from monstrous irritability to full-blown body horror transformation, where people physically shed their human forms and evolve into the monsters this place made them. Once a person becomes something more (or less) than human there's only one way to go back — sate the beast.

someone else transforms

Rubilykskoye's performance troupe is thrown into a state of panic as Emrik, the male lead of their newest opera, has vanished without a trace! Sure, Emrik has a reputation for being broody, jealous and a little too fond of dramatic entrances and exits, but how is the show supposed to go on without him?

But in the scramble to find their leading man AND get set up for their next performance, a heavy beam nearly crashes down upon a stagehand's head, and the female lead narrowly escapes being snatched up by a shadowy figure that croons a tender melody to her shortly before flinging her into a mirror. Emrik has transformed, and his skeletal, bat-like figure now haunts the rafters of the theater, trying to seduce the prettiest members of the troupe with his haunting song while cutting ropes and raining deadly projectiles down upon them from above.

(There are other monsters lurking in every townsperson — feel free to invent your own npc monsters and scenarios!)

you waited too long

At first, as you hide yourself from your darker impulses, a subtle itch develops under your skin. An irritability that makes you snap at the person who bumps into you on the stairs because all those fleeting emotions that you've been repressing bubble to the surface. Every dark thought you've had about being here, all the fears of never getting home, of being surrounded by ticking time bombs, the anxiety of wondering who you might hurt or what relationships you might betray by doing what you have to do. The anger. Oh, the anger.

Maybe you shut yourself in your room or run into the woods to hide away, but there's only so much you can do to deny the itch that grows into hunger like a spark catching and growing to wildfire. Someone comes to check on you. That knock on the door or crunch of leaves in the wood that fills you with dread at what you might do and hope that you will be sated.

As claws and fangs and scales and spines and fur grow and your body transforms with a sickening crunch of bones and peeling of skin, so do your appetites. If you won't sate them, you'll lose yourself to your beastly impulses sooner or later, mauling friends and taking your fill. Is it better or worse if only your claws get inside of them?

RULES: CONTENT WARNINGS

Comments

[paucities]

[ Ellie looks back, hearing her name, and the world crawls to a stop. She can't breathe, she can't move. There's a tight, punishing pressure in her sternum, like a blunt, heavy weight slowly but surely trying to cave her chest out.

Where are the fireworks? She should be jumping at her, foaming at the mouth, going for the yugular. But she just stands there, rooted to the floor, eyes widening to the point it hurts, her face hurts, her neck hurts, she's straining herself without moving a muscle. Her arms drop to her sides, and Ellie feels like the weight has finally managed to go through her. She's hollow. She doesn't feel anything.

But not quite. She does feel something. It's dull and distant, but it's there. She stares at Abby (just looking at her is painful, but closer to stubbing her toe than losing two fingers to her); now she's truly lost. ]

What am I- what the fuck are you doing here?

[ She sounds hurt, which only further makes her feel like she's losing her mind.

She takes a step back. Then another. This has to be a nightmare. A very long, very detailed nightmare. ]

[armd]

(Abby almost laughs; it's funny for reasons only she knows, a sick, one-sided in-joke. This happened to us in Thedas but in reverse she could say, you were there first and then I was there. We nearly killed each other in a fucking marketplace. Don't you remember?

No. It doesn't seem like she remembers. Whatever recognition there is curdled. Abby is back to being the jagged edge Ellie can't help but cut herself on and this realisation has the audacity to hurt.

She raises both her arms up nice and slow, palms out and empty. She doesn't move an inch.)

I got here two weeks ago. (And what a fucking two weeks it has been even without Ellie appearing right at the tail end of it, hurting and furious and hating her, reset to factory settings. This is fucked up. Gone too far. All these approximations of people she used to know, popping up just to chip away at her — is the point of this place that she loses her mind?) I don't know how.

[paucities]

[ She might not be dreaming, she might very well be in Hell.

Something is off. Something is off. And she doesn't know what. All she knows is that Abby would not act like this, she wouldn't intentionally talk to her. She would already be lifting her from the neck with a single arm, asking for an excuse to snap her neck like a twig. And she would probably let her. It would make things easier for Ellie.

But she's standing there, guarded, careful. Careful of what? She's just standing there, being all delicate-

Ah, she's being delicate towards me.

This realization manages to restart her heart, hot blood pumping through her. Why, why? She wants to scream, she wants to tear her throat with a single word in her mouth. Abby speaks, but the words make no sense. Abby talking to her makes no sense. ]

Why are you looking at me like that?

[ Like you know me.

She almost wishes Abby was hurting her, at least she could recognize that as something she would do. ]

[armd]

(Ellie looks like she's one choice reply away from turning tail and running or lunging forward to sink her teeth into Abby's throat. Abby can't rightfully say that she missed this — and can't say she stopped knowing how to be scared of Ellie either. Something very deep inside of her remembers that in vivid detail.

But she can't pull it out and over herself like a shield, and even if she could she wouldn't want to. She isn't that person any more.)

Because I don't want to fight you. (It's what Ellie should be expecting if attacking her ever becomes the more attractive option here: no retaliation, no revenge. She spent all of that years ago and the thought of having to go back into that old holding pattern makes her want to be sick. If she has to try to find a way to live in this fucking place, old ghosts nipping at her heels—)

I'll answer anything you want to know. (Whatever questions she might have. About this place? Well, she'll do her best.

She's trying. Surely Ellie can see that she's trying.)

[paucities]

[ She's trying, and that's what makes it worse. She has no right, no reason to try. Unless-

No, there's no unless.

She's spiraling. She's expecting pain, and receiving help. Her brain is racing, and she feels her breathing accelerate. Something's wrong.

Ellie closes her eyes, hard. She needs to sort herself out. Put her thoughts in order. There is a million things she wants to say, most of them profanities, but there's one thing she needs cleared, before she goes insane imagining something that might not be true. ]

You know me. Not- not how you did. You know me.

[ It's half a statement, half a challenge. ]

Explain.

[armd]

(She'd like to think they made it here faster than Abby would have liked but Ellie is quick on the update, almost paranoid and always ready to take the two worst ends and jam them together. Either way it's hard to be prepared for it. What the fuck do you say? There is no way she's going to be believed.

So, again, she tries.)

Before I came here I was somewhere else. Not Seattle I mean, in this place called Thedas — and you were there, too. We had to work together on the same side of their war. (And god it was bad, at first it was so, so bad. Abby still wears the scars from it, all jagged and rough on her arms. Her sleeves hide them now but Ellie may notice her empty palms, still held up and facing out: one bears the Wilk mark, small and centered, and the other something stranger, settled into the whorls of her skin.) That's how I know you.

(There's no need to go into any detail here. What would she achieve from telling this Ellie that some other version of her once stopped mid-walk to look at her on a dark, starless night and ask Abby? Are we friends?

Nothing good.)

[paucities]

[ She stares, and listens. Her brain tugs in one direction, but her instincts, sharp still despite her despondence, cannot help but put things together, the building blocks of the story she tells. And the story she doesn't tell. Of the things and times Abby (this Abby, her mind corrects) has spent with some other version of herself. Someone with her face, and her memories, and her despair. And maybe something else, something she lacks. Someone that elicits something in Abby. Not-rage. Almost pity.

Her shoulders buckle, and she looks like a badly perched coat for a moment before she straightens herself, although not entirely. It'll be a long way until she can stand tall. ]

I'm so tired.

[ She wants to fight her, but she also wants to just lie down and let her kick her teeth in. Looking at Abby makes everything raw again, but what is the point, really? Abby doesn't seem to be willing to fight her, which means she's back to being angry by herself, and that has never done her any good. ]

What do you want, Abby? I'm not her. I'm not much of anything, these days.

[ The cape wrapped around her hand slides back, revealing her mutilated hand. Her own Wilk mark resting on the inside of her wrist. ]

If we're not going to kill each other right here and now, what's left for us? [ She extends her arms, taking a few more steps back. ] Have a few drinks, shoot the shit? You're nothing to me, you were just my best excuse to burn everything down. And I did. [ She smiles, feeling frantic as she does. ]

What now?

[armd]

(The thing is she agonised about her after she left, questioning all of the feelings so mercilessly, picking them up and examining them, ripping them to shreds. Was it fucked up to have come to feel anything at all for her that wasn't poisonous? They only ever grazed against the idea of friendship but there were other things that ran deeper than that: trust, respect and ease. They'd approached each other warily, curiously, and over years that caution was rewarded and they came to know each other. Was Abby wrong to do that? To wonder if they stood a chance at being something more than knives at each other's throats? Yes Ellie says, standing across from her with her arms out. Yes says the universe, showing Abby the stumps of her missing fingers.

There's a spike in her throat and a hot prickling across the bridge of her nose. Anger collides uselessly with embarrassment, and shame.

But, of the two of them, Abby remembers their truce and so she invokes it — for a third goddamn time. She can't expect anything she's used to out of this Ellie, she has to throw that all away. She isn't her. That person is gone. But Abby still sounds clipped and hurt when she replies,) You stay out of my shit. And I stay out of yours.

(That's the answer: a line in the sand. She doesn't like it but that doesn't matter — she is nothing to Ellie and always has been, and this is what needs to happen to make life bearable for them both right now: total indifference.

And so she lowers her hands.)

[paucities]

[ Her hands drop alongside Abby's, her smile deforming into a scowl, whatever adrenaline was keeping her somehow cocky spent. She is so tired, despite the fact she shouldn't. Her body is heavy and she feels her right hand twitching, itching, phantom pain crawling up her palm. ]

Good.

[ Yes, this is what she deserves. This wrongness. This hollowness. This is her prize. Nobody should get close; she's toxic, a corroding agent that ultimately ruins everything and everyone that gets into contact with her.

She takes a few steps back before turning her back to Abby, a tired voice in her mind wondering if the woman will rush her and put her out of her misery. But that never happens, and so Ellie walks away, empty. She's sure there was a bar somewhere in the square. Time to make some bad choices. ]